{"id":1852,"date":"2016-04-19T18:36:00","date_gmt":"2016-04-19T18:36:00","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"2022-06-30T11:34:51","modified_gmt":"2022-06-30T11:34:51","slug":"email-del-19-de-abril-2016","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/2016\/04\/19\/email-del-19-de-abril-2016\/","title":{"rendered":"Email del 19 de abril 2016"},"content":{"rendered":"<table align=\"center\" cellpadding=\"0\" cellspacing=\"0\" class=\"tr-caption-container\" style=\"margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;\">\n<tbody>\n<tr>\n<td style=\"text-align: center;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/3.bp.blogspot.com\/-SnRVBDdbU9Q\/VxZ6bXeaZOI\/AAAAAAAAIhg\/mfbVlFWzxZE3hbLMEmAipZjFlZhnKOqywCLcB\/s1600\/a808e685e4a12fc0dc9925fbb56c6478.jpg?ssl=1\" imageanchor=\"1\" style=\"margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" border=\"0\" height=\"257\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/a808e685e4a12fc0dc9925fbb56c6478.jpg?resize=400%2C257&#038;ssl=1\" class=\"wp-image-1853\" width=\"400\" \/><\/a><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td class=\"tr-caption\" style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-size: xx-small;\">Rudolf Bauer. <i>Lines<\/i> (1922)<\/span><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\n<p>\nMe gustar\u00eda regresar al principio. O incluso antes de que el principio sucediera. Es confuso, pero estoy seguro de que se pueden dilatar los desenlaces. \u00a1Los cambios ser\u00edan imperceptibles! Es in\u00fatil tratar de compensar, armonizar o intentar alcanzar un equilibrio. \u00a1Somos tan insignificantes! Cuando miro lo que eres, me doy cuenta de lo que yo no soy. Y doy gracias a todas y cada una de las deidades existentes por no ser como t\u00fa crees que eres, o como ellos creen que no son. No s\u00e9 si ser diferente a cada uno de vosotros es bueno o malo, pero a m\u00ed me da resultado. Cada vez que interact\u00fao con algunos de vosotros, siento m\u00e1s ganas de no ser ni remotamente parecido a lo que vosotros entend\u00e9is que sois. Porque no sois. No sois. Est\u00e1is, pero sin ser. No sois, y por mucho tiempo que pase, y por muchas circunstancias que os empujen, seguir\u00e9is sin ser.<\/p>\n<p>Os mov\u00e9is. Trat\u00e1is de justificar esos movimientos eternizando los instantes. \u00bfNo os dais cuenta de que el \u00absentimiento de la eternidad\u00bb es una grosera materializaci\u00f3n del miedo? \u00bfNo intu\u00eds las contradicciones? Intent\u00e1is reducir vuestras insuficiencias a una unidad. \u00bfPara qu\u00e9 os sirve romperos en cachitos, si cada uno de esos cachitos pertenecen a un mismo exceso? Deber\u00edais daros cuenta de que el camino mas corto entre la vida y la muerte es todav\u00eda demasiado largo para ser recorrido en estado convaleciente. Y babear es una enfermedad.<\/p>\n<p>Si pudiera regresar al principio. Si pudiera, aunque fuera en sue\u00f1os, nada de todo esto volver\u00eda a suceder. Porque extinguir\u00eda la inutilidad y debilitar\u00eda su infinitud. Nada podr\u00eda escaparse a mis intenciones abyectas. Ni siquiera esos instintos primarios que os sirven, entre otras cosas, para reconocer los instantes y diferenciarlos de las casualidades. Despu\u00e9s de tantos y tantos a\u00f1os, deber\u00edais haber sacado alg\u00fan partido a vuestra insignificancia. A veces me parece que podr\u00eda inventar un color con el que poder pintar cada una de las b\u00f3vedas de vuestros devenires. Pero no necesito glorificar mi ego con ejercicios in\u00fatiles. Yo estoy y soy. Siempre he estado y he sido. El equilibrio y la armon\u00eda han vivido dentro de m\u00ed. Quiz\u00e1 no hab\u00e9is sido capaces de ver m\u00e1s all\u00e1 de vuestra ablepsia. Por supuesto, eso no es problema m\u00edo.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Rudolf Bauer. Lines (1922) Me gustar\u00eda regresar al principio. O incluso antes de que el principio sucediera. Es confuso, pero estoy seguro de que se pueden dilatar los desenlaces. \u00a1Los cambios ser\u00edan imperceptibles! Es in\u00fatil tratar de compensar, armonizar o intentar alcanzar un equilibrio. \u00a1Somos tan insignificantes! Cuando miro lo que eres, me doy cuenta [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":1853,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"site-sidebar-layout":"default","site-content-layout":"","ast-site-content-layout":"default","site-content-style":"default","site-sidebar-style":"default","ast-global-header-display":"","ast-banner-title-visibility":"","ast-main-header-display":"","ast-hfb-above-header-display":"","ast-hfb-below-header-display":"","ast-hfb-mobile-header-display":"","site-post-title":"","ast-breadcrumbs-content":"","ast-featured-img":"","footer-sml-layout":"","ast-disable-related-posts":"","theme-transparent-header-meta":"","adv-header-id-meta":"","stick-header-meta":"","header-above-stick-meta":"","header-main-stick-meta":"","header-below-stick-meta":"","astra-migrate-meta-layouts":"default","ast-page-background-enabled":"default","ast-page-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-4)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"ast-content-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1852","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/a808e685e4a12fc0dc9925fbb56c6478.jpg?fit=400%2C259&ssl=1","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1852","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1852"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1852\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1853"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1852"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1852"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1852"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}