{"id":1854,"date":"2016-04-17T09:28:00","date_gmt":"2016-04-17T09:28:00","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"2022-06-30T11:34:52","modified_gmt":"2022-06-30T11:34:52","slug":"email-del-17-de-abril-2016","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/2016\/04\/17\/email-del-17-de-abril-2016\/","title":{"rendered":"Email del 17 de abril 2016"},"content":{"rendered":"<table align=\"center\" cellpadding=\"0\" cellspacing=\"0\" class=\"tr-caption-container\" style=\"margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;\">\n<tbody>\n<tr>\n<td style=\"text-align: center;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/4.bp.blogspot.com\/-GDG-1OeBjtI\/VxNWvonl4ZI\/AAAAAAAAIhQ\/tO4dYObtacMRhgTyPjHfhKM2MULePZipgCLcB\/s1600\/GRUBER1.jpg?ssl=1\" imageanchor=\"1\" style=\"margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" border=\"0\" height=\"400\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/GRUBER1.jpg?resize=310%2C400&#038;ssl=1\" class=\"wp-image-1855\" width=\"310\" \/><\/a><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td class=\"tr-caption\" style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-size: xx-small;\">Francis Gruber.<i> Job<\/i> (1944)<\/span><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\n<p>\nA menudo me encuentro solo. Poco importa si estoy acompa\u00f1ado. La soledad no reconoce ni identifica. Ni siquiera discrimina. Me somete a su voluntad y domina mis circunstancias, trasform\u00e1ndolas en desesperaci\u00f3n y melancol\u00eda. Deber\u00eda intentar acercarme a m\u00ed mismo, o a lo que fui alguna vez, o a lo que me gustar\u00eda o preferir\u00eda ser si pudiera o me dejaran, pero mi carne y mis pensamientos pertenecen al agujero. Viven y se reproducen en el agujero. Deducen y premeditan en el agujero. Son como vientos \u00e1speros soplando en una noche oscura. Te adoctrinan para que aceptes sus reglas. Intento sobornarlos con silencios intensos, precisos, sistem\u00e1ticos; repletos de poco, o nada, o incluso, de absoluto y demencial vac\u00edo. Pero entonces se posa sobre mis \u00fanicos cielos la garra de la eternidad, farfullando esas terribles palabras: \u00abNada sirve para nada\u00bb. En esos instantes comprendo que s\u00f3lo soy un jodido estepicursor. Ruedo de un lado a otro. A veces, me detengo y lloro. \u00a1S\u00ed! A veces me detengo y lloro&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Francis Gruber. Job (1944) A menudo me encuentro solo. Poco importa si estoy acompa\u00f1ado. La soledad no reconoce ni identifica. Ni siquiera discrimina. Me somete a su voluntad y domina mis circunstancias, trasform\u00e1ndolas en desesperaci\u00f3n y melancol\u00eda. Deber\u00eda intentar acercarme a m\u00ed mismo, o a lo que fui alguna vez, o a lo que me [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":1855,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"site-sidebar-layout":"default","site-content-layout":"","ast-site-content-layout":"default","site-content-style":"default","site-sidebar-style":"default","ast-global-header-display":"","ast-banner-title-visibility":"","ast-main-header-display":"","ast-hfb-above-header-display":"","ast-hfb-below-header-display":"","ast-hfb-mobile-header-display":"","site-post-title":"","ast-breadcrumbs-content":"","ast-featured-img":"","footer-sml-layout":"","ast-disable-related-posts":"","theme-transparent-header-meta":"","adv-header-id-meta":"","stick-header-meta":"","header-above-stick-meta":"","header-main-stick-meta":"","header-below-stick-meta":"","astra-migrate-meta-layouts":"default","ast-page-background-enabled":"default","ast-page-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-4)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"ast-content-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1854","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/GRUBER1.jpg?fit=311%2C400&ssl=1","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1854","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1854"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1854\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1855"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1854"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1854"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1854"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}