{"id":1914,"date":"2016-01-05T11:27:00","date_gmt":"2016-01-05T11:27:00","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"2022-06-30T11:35:09","modified_gmt":"2022-06-30T11:35:09","slug":"email-del-5-de-enero-2016","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/2016\/01\/05\/email-del-5-de-enero-2016\/","title":{"rendered":"Email del 5 de enero 2016"},"content":{"rendered":"<table align=\"center\" cellpadding=\"0\" cellspacing=\"0\" class=\"tr-caption-container\" style=\"margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;\">\n<tbody>\n<tr>\n<td style=\"text-align: center;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/2.bp.blogspot.com\/-K9MCEREv5ms\/VouoUhmk3wI\/AAAAAAAAIZ4\/Pzlplaqw4bc\/s1600\/father-father.jpg%2521xlMedium.jpg\" imageanchor=\"1\" style=\"margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" border=\"0\" height=\"320\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/01\/father-father.jpg2521xlMedium.jpg?resize=400%2C320&#038;ssl=1\" class=\"wp-image-1915\" width=\"400\" \/><\/a><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td class=\"tr-caption\" style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-size: xx-small;\">Arthur Rackham. <i>Father! Father!&nbsp;<\/i><\/span><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\n<p>\nNunca vi coger un libro a mi padre. Quiz\u00e1 las horas que dedicaba a trabajar se lo imped\u00edan. Yo creo que los odiaba, de la misma manera que odiaba al mundo, a la gente, a cualquier objeto que no sirviera a sus prop\u00f3sitos, que no eran otros que amasar un flujo continuo de negatividad y mal humor interior perpetuo. Por aquellos d\u00edas yo todav\u00eda le quer\u00eda. Es curioso c\u00f3mo pueden ser domesticados los sentimientos. A menudo he pensado en ello. Le he dado tantas vueltas a la idea que \u00e9sta ha acabado petrific\u00e1ndose como una v\u00edctima de la mirada de la Gorgona. Pero meditar sobre el pasado es un ejercicio in\u00fatil, pues no puede ser cambiado. A lo sumo podemos transformarlo por medio de las mentiras. Las mentiras a uno mismo, a sus recuerdos \u00a1Un trabajo verdaderamente fatigoso y repleto de peligro!<\/p>\n<p>Mi madre era un \u00e1rbitro, un mediador, y a veces, un intermediario entre el pesimismo supremo y casi escandaloso de mi padre y nosotros. Nosotros eramos tres. Yo era el mayor y el que m\u00e1s perdido deambulaba, pues pelear con un ceporro me hastiaba y me arrastraba a la desesperaci\u00f3n m\u00e1s frustrante. Mis dos hermanos eran demasiado peque\u00f1os para saber distinguir entre el sol y la luna y lo \u00fanico que les importaba era intentar crecer lo m\u00e1s r\u00e1pido posible. Quiz\u00e1 si hubieran sabido lo que significa ser adulto no hubieran tenido tanta prisa.<\/p>\n<p>Ahora estamos todos muertos. Mi padre, mi madre, mis hermanos y yo. Nos enterraron a petici\u00f3n propia bajo un mont\u00f3n de medianoches. Las tumbas ya no existen. Un fuerte viento de Levante las arrastr\u00f3 hacia el lugar donde deben ser destruidas las apariencias. No conozco a nadie que haya lamentado lo sucedido. Los muertos no sollozan por los muertos. La brisa esparce el olor p\u00fatrido de los recuerdos, otorg\u00e1ndoles un poder y un privilegio inmerecido.<\/p>\n<p>Ya no queda nada por lo que arriesgarse. Ya no se necesitan las sonrisas. Los p\u00e1jaros del destino picotean los huesos esparcidos a ambos lados de las l\u00edneas. Las l\u00edneas que delimitan las palabras. Que las mecen antes de apu\u00f1alarlas. Las l\u00edneas solitarias, henchidas de vac\u00edo y estranguladas. Las l\u00edneas que representan una sospecha, una suposici\u00f3n, un presagio, una conjetura. O un s\u00edntoma.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Arthur Rackham. Father! Father!&nbsp; Nunca vi coger un libro a mi padre. Quiz\u00e1 las horas que dedicaba a trabajar se lo imped\u00edan. Yo creo que los odiaba, de la misma manera que odiaba al mundo, a la gente, a cualquier objeto que no sirviera a sus prop\u00f3sitos, que no eran otros que amasar un flujo 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