{"id":2276,"date":"2014-01-07T08:48:00","date_gmt":"2014-01-07T08:48:00","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"2022-06-30T11:37:40","modified_gmt":"2022-06-30T11:37:40","slug":"email-del-7-de-enero-2014","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/2014\/01\/07\/email-del-7-de-enero-2014\/","title":{"rendered":"Email del 7 de enero 2014"},"content":{"rendered":"<table align=\"center\" cellpadding=\"0\" cellspacing=\"0\" class=\"tr-caption-container\" style=\"margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;\">\n<tbody>\n<tr>\n<td style=\"text-align: center;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/01\/agostinoArrivabene-Cherub2012.jpg?ssl=1\" imageanchor=\"1\" style=\"margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" border=\"0\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/01\/agostinoArrivabene-Cherub2012.jpg?resize=332%2C400&#038;ssl=1\" class=\"wp-image-2277\" height=\"400\" width=\"332\" \/><\/a><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td class=\"tr-caption\" style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-size: xx-small;\">Agostino Arrivabene.<i> Cherub <\/i>(2012)<\/span><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\n<p>\nHola:<\/p>\n<p>En estos d\u00edas me siento como una especie de Cruithne que ha sido desplazado de su \u00f3rbita. Me miro al espejo y no puedo creer lo que veo. \u00bfEse tipo con cara de Garam masala diluida soy yo? Me estoy convirtiendo en un vegetal cuyo bas\u00f3nimo necesita una urgente catalogaci\u00f3n. No sabes cu\u00e1nto me gustar\u00eda introducir en mis venas una dosis de fentanilo y asaf\u00e9tida en proporciones equivalentes. No quiero ser lo que soy, aunque no soy lo que parezco. Podr\u00eda dedicarme a aparentar lo que nunca ser\u00e9, pero no puedo permitirme seguir perdiendo el tiempo. Dentro de seis d\u00edas cumplir\u00e9 52 a\u00f1os. Preferir\u00eda cumplir seis a\u00f1os dentro de 52 d\u00edas. O no cumplir ninguno m\u00e1s. \u00bfPara qu\u00e9 sirve subrayar una vez cada 365 d\u00edas que uno es un a\u00f1o m\u00e1s viejo?<\/p>\n<p>Esta ma\u00f1ana he pasado m\u00e1s de cinco horas enmimismado contemplando parte del vac\u00edo que en forma de recuerdo descansa junto a m\u00ed. Incluso ahora, mientras te escribo estas l\u00edneas, esa ausencia total permanece a mi lado y la miro con el rabillo de un ojo. Esta noche, si no sucede nada extra\u00f1o en mi vida, pienso hacerla desaparecer por medio de la flagelaci\u00f3n que proporciona el autoenga\u00f1o. Nunca digo mentiras cuando interpreto el papel de humano, pero me encanta enga\u00f1arme cuando soy lo que soy: un ser contrario a la naturaleza y que difiere de cualquier especie.<\/p>\n<p>Por eso cuando acabe de escribirte estas tontas l\u00edneas dignas de un PowerPoint ilustrado con gatitos y perritos, me evaporar\u00e9 de mi cuerpo y levitar\u00e9 hacia el techo. Desde esa posici\u00f3n cenital ojear\u00e9 en lo que me he convertido y sentir\u00e9 pena de m\u00ed, de ti, de todos los int\u00e9rpretes que intervienen en esta farsa existencial, donde s\u00f3lo vales un poco cuando tienes algo que ofrecer.<\/p>\n<p>Besos<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Agostino Arrivabene. Cherub (2012) Hola: En estos d\u00edas me siento como una especie de Cruithne que ha sido desplazado de su \u00f3rbita. Me miro al espejo y no puedo creer lo que veo. \u00bfEse tipo con cara de Garam masala diluida soy yo? Me estoy convirtiendo en un vegetal cuyo bas\u00f3nimo necesita una urgente catalogaci\u00f3n. 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