{"id":2396,"date":"2013-06-09T11:20:00","date_gmt":"2013-06-09T11:20:00","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"2022-06-30T11:38:17","modified_gmt":"2022-06-30T11:38:17","slug":"email-del-9-de-junio-2013","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/2013\/06\/09\/email-del-9-de-junio-2013\/","title":{"rendered":"Email del 9 de junio 2013"},"content":{"rendered":"<table align=\"center\" cellpadding=\"0\" cellspacing=\"0\" class=\"tr-caption-container\" style=\"margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;\">\n<tbody>\n<tr>\n<td style=\"text-align: center;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/2.bp.blogspot.com\/-gvH8gPAuTnI\/UbRkyI4hQOI\/AAAAAAAAG2A\/M9XR00hXGbo\/s1600\/TayeteGarcia-leolo_planning_how_to_kill_his_grandpa.png\" imageanchor=\"1\" style=\"margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" border=\"0\" height=\"277\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/06\/TayeteGarcia-leolo_planning_how_to_kill_his_grandpa.png?resize=400%2C277&#038;ssl=1\" class=\"wp-image-2397\" width=\"400\" \/><\/a><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td class=\"tr-caption\" style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-size: xx-small;\">Tayete Garcia. <i>Le\u00f3lo planning how to kill his grandpa<\/i><\/span><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\n<p>\nHola:<\/p>\n<p>\nHasta ahora no he sido. No he sido. De la oscura languidez de mis enso\u00f1aciones m\u00e1s ecu\u00e1nimes, ha surgido un l\u00fagubre grito de angustia, que al mismo tiempo que me consuela, enmohece cada uno de los tornillos del sorprendente mecanismo que me permite seguir muriendo. Hasta ahora no he sido. No he sido. No he podido ser. Dese\u00e9 pintar el cenit de una recta que no exist\u00eda y ahora estoy perdido en este cimiento eterno, tortuoso, que zigzaguea inconmovible mientras devora toscamente cada tregua, cada recorrido por un espacio o lugar, cada movimiento proyectado pero errabundo. No, no he sido. Hasta ahora no he sido. No he podido ser.<\/p>\n<p>Recuerdo el d\u00eda que mir\u00e9 directamente a los ojos de mi perra. No pod\u00eda comprender como detr\u00e1s de esa mirada triste se escond\u00eda un peque\u00f1o tesoro. Intent\u00e9 abrir el cofre de su artificio y la alegr\u00eda oculta me explot\u00f3 en el rostro y me abras\u00f3 el aliento. Como no estaba preparado para ser inducido por un sentimiento tan sincero, la castigu\u00e9 a sufrir mi desprecio. Nunca me lo perdon\u00f3, nunca la pude perdonar. No, no he sido, no he podido ser.<\/p>\n<p>Ahora, el vac\u00edo de la noche amuebla mi tortuoso confinamiento. He sido expulsado del fastuoso circo que patrocinan los individuos que adulteran con premeditaci\u00f3n el pan y no tengo una raz\u00f3n para ocultarme. S\u00f3lo dispongo de los mendrugos que alguien alguna vez, enterr\u00f3 entre la tierra mojada y el cieno descompuesto. Me gustar\u00eda gritar, pero me resulta demasiado sencillo hacerlo.<\/p>\n<p>Le\u00f3lo Lozzone no lo estaba porque so\u00f1aba. Yo hasta ahora no he sido. No he sido. No he podido ser. Desconozco si lo estoy, aunque sue\u00f1o. Ya no me importa si el desprecio que escupe mi propia inapetencia s\u00f3lo es un lamento sordo y dilatado de mi pretensi\u00f3n de no seguir adelante. No, no he sido. No he podido ser. Hasta ahora nunca he sido. Siempre me lo han impedido. Claro que tampoco lo he deseado con todas mis fuerzas. Porque aspirar a no ser nada en un mundo de alguien, siempre me ha parecido un esfuerzo in\u00fatil y una enorme p\u00e9rdida de tiempo. Y el tiempo es un asesino que sonr\u00ede c\u00ednicamente mientras descuartiza la carne que envuelve la ingravidez perpetua de los recuerdos.<\/p>\n<p>\nUn abrazo<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Tayete Garcia. Le\u00f3lo planning how to kill his grandpa Hola: Hasta ahora no he sido. No he sido. De la oscura languidez de mis enso\u00f1aciones m\u00e1s ecu\u00e1nimes, ha surgido un l\u00fagubre grito de angustia, que al mismo tiempo que me consuela, enmohece cada uno de los tornillos del sorprendente mecanismo que me permite seguir muriendo. [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":2397,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"site-sidebar-layout":"default","site-content-layout":"","ast-site-content-layout":"default","site-content-style":"default","site-sidebar-style":"default","ast-global-header-display":"","ast-banner-title-visibility":"","ast-main-header-display":"","ast-hfb-above-header-display":"","ast-hfb-below-header-display":"","ast-hfb-mobile-header-display":"","site-post-title":"","ast-breadcrumbs-content":"","ast-featured-img":"","footer-sml-layout":"","ast-disable-related-posts":"","theme-transparent-header-meta":"","adv-header-id-meta":"","stick-header-meta":"","header-above-stick-meta":"","header-main-stick-meta":"","header-below-stick-meta":"","astra-migrate-meta-layouts":"default","ast-page-background-enabled":"default","ast-page-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-4)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"ast-content-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2396","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/06\/TayeteGarcia-leolo_planning_how_to_kill_his_grandpa.png?fit=400%2C278&ssl=1","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2396","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2396"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2396\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/2397"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2396"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2396"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2396"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}