{"id":2538,"date":"2013-01-21T00:32:00","date_gmt":"2013-01-21T00:32:00","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"2022-06-30T11:39:01","modified_gmt":"2022-06-30T11:39:01","slug":"email-del-21-de-enero-2013","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/2013\/01\/21\/email-del-21-de-enero-2013\/","title":{"rendered":"Email del 21 de enero 2013"},"content":{"rendered":"<table align=\"center\" cellpadding=\"0\" cellspacing=\"0\" class=\"tr-caption-container\" style=\"margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;\">\n<tbody>\n<tr>\n<td style=\"text-align: center;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/3.bp.blogspot.com\/-osS10WQLnSM\/UPyMYwsfJ0I\/AAAAAAAAGOA\/UrHKxAWJXag\/s1600\/agostinoArrivabene-lo%2Bpsiconauta2007.jpg\" imageanchor=\"1\" style=\"margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" border=\"0\" height=\"330\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/01\/agostinoArrivabene-lopsiconauta2007.jpg?resize=400%2C330&#038;ssl=1\" class=\"wp-image-2539\" width=\"400\" \/><\/a><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td class=\"tr-caption\" style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-size: xx-small;\"><span style=\"color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; text-align: start;\">Agostino Arrivabene,&nbsp;<\/span><i style=\"color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; text-align: start;\">Lo psiconauta.<\/i><span style=\"color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; text-align: start;\">&nbsp;2007<\/span><\/span><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\n<p>Hola:<\/p>\n<p>\nMe siento viejo, cansado y sin ideas, as\u00ed que cuando me hablo a m\u00ed mismo s\u00f3lo escucho el sonido de las campanas agrietadas que repiquetean en alguna parte del cerebro. S\u00e9 que no es el momento adecuado para sembrar m\u00e1s dudas, ya que acepto el silencio que rodea cada uno de mis innumerables actos como un mal menor dentro de un conjunto absurdamente preciso. Intento seguir hacia delante; a veces lo consigo, pero a\u00fan as\u00ed, no puedo dejar de pensar en la sensaci\u00f3n de euforia que experimento cuando caigo.<\/p>\n<p>Trato de mantener alejada a la inseguridad, que de alguna forma predetermina las emociones, pero \u00e9sta, en lugar de concentrarse en un punto indefinido, alimenta el falso horizonte que se dibuja en cada reflejo, cada sombra o incluso dentro de mi carne. No soy m\u00e1s que una parte de la inmensidad imaginaria, una extensi\u00f3n mal delimitada, un suceso previsible aunque distante, sin embargo, no puedo de dejar de complacerme ante la absoluta dejadez que me provoca el g\u00e9nero humano, ese mal supremo que descompone y degrada cada uno de los d\u00edas, y algunas de mis noches.<\/p>\n<p>Estoy petrificado, puede que en un pelda\u00f1o inferior, pero es algo que no me importa demasiado. Soy un equilibrista parapl\u00e9jico que detesta la tensi\u00f3n total del alambre. Cuando nadie me mira, saboteo el presente. Me encuentro a a\u00f1os luz de la pasi\u00f3n, la misericordia o la condescendencia. Soy un pirado, y viajo por las mentes de los absueltos o protegidos a la velocidad de la luz. No puedo detener la corriente. \u00a1No debo detener la corriente!<\/p>\n<p>Y desde el mismo instante en que mi madre hizo un supremo esfuerzo para liberarme de la prisi\u00f3n amni\u00f3tica, s\u00e9 que mis d\u00edas est\u00e1n agotados. Me siento como un alacr\u00edmico al que han condenado a sollozar; sin sensaciones imprecisas revoloteando la corteza cerebral, sin las sincron\u00edas paralizantes y oblicuas que determinan el car\u00e1cter, en definitiva, sin las interferencias primitivas que aprisionan la l\u00f3gica.<\/p>\n<p>\nUn saludo.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Agostino Arrivabene,&nbsp;Lo psiconauta.&nbsp;2007 Hola: Me siento viejo, cansado y sin ideas, as\u00ed que cuando me hablo a m\u00ed mismo s\u00f3lo escucho el sonido de las campanas agrietadas que repiquetean en alguna parte del cerebro. S\u00e9 que no es el momento adecuado para sembrar m\u00e1s dudas, ya que acepto el silencio que rodea cada uno de 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