{"id":2996,"date":"2011-10-30T11:00:00","date_gmt":"2011-10-30T11:00:00","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"2022-06-30T11:41:16","modified_gmt":"2022-06-30T11:41:16","slug":"mail-del-30-de-octubre-de-2011","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/2011\/10\/30\/mail-del-30-de-octubre-de-2011\/","title":{"rendered":"Email del 30 de Octubre de 2011"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"separator\" style=\"clear: both; text-align: center;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/1.bp.blogspot.com\/-GZn9ikevv8E\/TrAq8lVoqKI\/AAAAAAAAE94\/nSVzJ74JOw8\/s1600\/Bo%25CC%2588cklin1898capilla.jpg\" imageanchor=\"1\" style=\"margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" border=\"0\" height=\"400\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/10\/Bo25CC2588cklin1898capilla.jpg?resize=287%2C400&#038;ssl=1\" class=\"wp-image-2997\" width=\"287\" \/><\/a><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-size: xx-small;\">&nbsp;Arnold B\u00f6cklin, <i>\u00abCapilla\u00bb<\/i> (1898)<\/span><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align: center;\">\n<\/div>\n<p>Hola: <\/p>\n<p>PARTE TRISTE<\/p>\n<p>Ni siquiera la fuerza que intento trasmitir a las diferentes partes del cuerpo detiene la apat\u00eda, el miedo y&nbsp;la&nbsp;falta de entusiasmo que me trasmiten mis ojos&nbsp;devorados por millones de l\u00e1grimas imperceptibles.&nbsp;No existe ninguna duda, el calendario se estrecha y mientras trato de prever los pr\u00f3ximos movimientos, desatiendo las causas,&nbsp;las&nbsp;razones,&nbsp;los&nbsp;motivos. Trato de salir del trance, pero el cerebro est\u00e1 emponzo\u00f1ado y durante ese&nbsp; largo e inconexo proceso, la esperanza se desvanece. Es sumamente dif\u00edcil resistir las tentaciones, pero estoy completamente seguro de que en un corto periodo de tiempo deber\u00e9 tomar esa decisi\u00f3n ruin que alterar\u00e1 la vida de algunos, pero que proporcionar\u00e1&nbsp;paz definitiva a alguien, el m\u00e1s desesperado, el menos confiado, el villano inocente que nunca quiso asomarse.<\/p>\n<p>Los sue\u00f1os s\u00f3lo son gestos del subconsciente, a veces resultan aterradores y otras, no significan absolutamente nada. Mis sue\u00f1os no tienen significado porque son tan oscuros que es imposible intentar&nbsp;comprender&nbsp;lo que se esconde dentro. Pero son repetitivos y s\u00e9 que est\u00e1n poblados porque advierto movimientos. Los sue\u00f1os me estrangulan; mientras aprietan, ensayo sonrisas que&nbsp;se prostituyen&nbsp;a cambio de tiempo&nbsp;para resultar definitivas, concluyentes y rotundas. <\/p>\n<p>Las madres del mundo conciben, los hijos de la tierra mueren. Mientras esto sucede, los movimientos de rotaci\u00f3n, traslaci\u00f3n y precesi\u00f3n siguen su curso.<\/p>\n<p>\nPARTE ALEGRE<\/p>\n<p>Despu\u00e9s de escribir las l\u00edneas anteriores me he situado al lado de una de mis Dracaenas y por unas horas he sido una planta. Todo ha ido perfectamente hasta que una&nbsp;hembra de pulg\u00f3n, alada y bastante rolliza, se ha posado en mi brazo-hoja y ha empezado a chuparme la salvia.&nbsp;Deb\u00eda ser&nbsp;de una calidad suprema&nbsp;porque&nbsp;a la media hora&nbsp;el insecto&nbsp;ha pegado un silbido y han acudido unos cuantos miles de&nbsp;cong\u00e9neres&nbsp;que no han parado de chuparme hasta que la negrilla ha afeado mis seis extremidades, perjudicando la fotos\u00edntesis y d\u00e1ndome el aspecto de&nbsp;un&nbsp;minero&nbsp;del&nbsp;carb\u00f3n,&nbsp;sucio y desaseado.<\/p>\n<p>Como&nbsp;mi&nbsp;experiencia&nbsp;como&nbsp;vegetal no result\u00f3 lo positiva&nbsp;que pod\u00eda&nbsp;esperarse,&nbsp;decid\u00ed ducharme y&nbsp;ya&nbsp;completamente limpio, me convert\u00ed en una camiseta de manga larga e intent\u00e9 doblarme para descansar junto al resto, pero al hacerlo, un ruido parecido al de la madera cuando se quiebra me hizo gritar de dolor,&nbsp;por lo que&nbsp;que decid\u00ed volver a comportarme como&nbsp;un&nbsp;humano. Lo primero que hice en mi renovada condici\u00f3n de animal racional fue limpiar el inodoro, aunque lo ensuci\u00e9&nbsp;enseguida vomitando. <\/p>\n<p>Los anos del mundo defecan, las heces de la tierra apestan. Mientras esto sucede, los movimientos de&nbsp;rotaci\u00f3n, traslaci\u00f3n y precesi\u00f3n maldicen&nbsp;el&nbsp;Big Bang.<\/p>\n<p>\nBesos<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;Arnold B\u00f6cklin, \u00abCapilla\u00bb (1898) Hola: PARTE TRISTE Ni siquiera la fuerza que intento trasmitir a las diferentes partes del cuerpo detiene la apat\u00eda, el miedo y&nbsp;la&nbsp;falta de entusiasmo que me trasmiten mis ojos&nbsp;devorados por millones de l\u00e1grimas imperceptibles.&nbsp;No existe ninguna duda, el calendario se estrecha y mientras trato de prever los pr\u00f3ximos movimientos, desatiendo las 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