{"id":3126,"date":"2011-07-20T15:02:00","date_gmt":"2011-07-20T15:02:00","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"2022-06-30T11:41:52","modified_gmt":"2022-06-30T11:41:52","slug":"van-gogh-autorretrato-hola-hace-dias","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/2011\/07\/20\/van-gogh-autorretrato-hola-hace-dias\/","title":{"rendered":"Email del 20 de Julio 2011"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"separator\" style=\"clear: both; text-align: center;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/1.bp.blogspot.com\/-sRuL5MpoU_A\/TjUYcTsGMCI\/AAAAAAAAEoo\/BIg9gqNnwjY\/s1600\/van_gogh_bandaged.jpg\" style=\"margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" border=\"0\" height=\"320\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/van_gogh_bandaged.jpg?resize=283%2C320&#038;ssl=1\" class=\"wp-image-3127\" width=\"283\" \/><\/a><\/div>\n<div class=\"separator\" style=\"clear: both; text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-size: xx-small;\">Van Gogh: \u00abAutorretrato\u00bb<\/span><\/div>\n<p>Hola:<\/p>\n<p>Hace  d\u00edas que he vuelto a fumar, ya  sabes, la estupidez no tiene l\u00edmites y  menos si el cenutrio -en este  caso yo- es mentalmente inconsciente e  inestable. En estos momentos  mientras aspiro el humo de mi cigarrillo,  repleto de alquitr\u00e1n y otros  4000 productos igual o m\u00e1s nocivos, me  hago varias preguntas  verdaderamente interesantes: \u00bfpor qu\u00e9 he retomado  este funesto vicio?  \u00bfes qu\u00e9 con un cigarrillo en la boca me encuentro  m\u00e1s sexy? \u00bfestoy lo  suficientemente nervioso como para tener que  recurrir al viejo  subterfugio de la nicotina? \u00bfhe llegado a un punto  donde realmente me  importa todo un carajo y me da absolutamente igual  que mi rencorosa  garganta me castigue con afon\u00eda, sangre y dolor? <\/p>\n<p>Si   tuviera que responder a mis propias preguntas, ingenuamente me   responder\u00eda con el simple pero directo morfema de la negaci\u00f3n, pero el   verdadero problema estriba en que no quiero auto-contestarme, pues si lo   hago dejar\u00e9 de visitar mi estanco favorito el pr\u00f3ximo lunes, que es el   d\u00eda que he decidido acaba mi furtiva y breve incursi\u00f3n al mundo de las   enfermedades pulmonares y far\u00edngeas; pero \u00a1ojo! no quiero equivocarme  ni  que t\u00fa te lleves una impresi\u00f3n equivocada sobre mi gran fuerza de   voluntad; si dejo de fumar, solamente lo hago porque el precio de las   cajetillas de tabaco est\u00e1 imposible, yo dir\u00eda que vergonzoso. Hemos   llegado a un punto donde no se nos permite matarnos lentamente si no es   exprimi\u00e9ndonos el bolsillo y la dignidad.<\/p>\n<p>Acabo de   apagar la colilla y la he apurado al m\u00e1ximo pues creo que al final est\u00e1   la sustancia; esa concentraci\u00f3n de veneno sintetizado a la m\u00e1xima   potencia. Ahora voy a arrepentirme y sollozar arrodillado en mi rinc\u00f3n   de los lamentos. Todos tenemos uno en nuestras casas, algunos incluso   varios; el m\u00edo es oscuro y h\u00famedo, pues est\u00e1 bastante alejado de la   ventana, lo suficiente para que la gente que camina por la calle no   escuche los ruidos que mi cilicio hace al tocar suavemente mi espalda.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Van Gogh: \u00abAutorretrato\u00bb Hola: Hace d\u00edas que he vuelto a fumar, ya sabes, la estupidez no tiene l\u00edmites y menos si el cenutrio -en este caso yo- es mentalmente inconsciente e inestable. En estos momentos mientras aspiro el humo de mi cigarrillo, repleto de alquitr\u00e1n y otros 4000 productos igual o m\u00e1s nocivos, me hago [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":3127,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"site-sidebar-layout":"default","site-content-layout":"","ast-site-content-layout":"default","site-content-style":"default","site-sidebar-style":"default","ast-global-header-display":"","ast-banner-title-visibility":"","ast-main-header-display":"","ast-hfb-above-header-display":"","ast-hfb-below-header-display":"","ast-hfb-mobile-header-display":"","site-post-title":"","ast-breadcrumbs-content":"","ast-featured-img":"","footer-sml-layout":"","ast-disable-related-posts":"","theme-transparent-header-meta":"","adv-header-id-meta":"","stick-header-meta":"","header-above-stick-meta":"","header-main-stick-meta":"","header-below-stick-meta":"","astra-migrate-meta-layouts":"default","ast-page-background-enabled":"default","ast-page-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-4)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"ast-content-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3126","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/van_gogh_bandaged.jpg?fit=283%2C320&ssl=1","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3126","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3126"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3126\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/3127"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3126"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3126"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3126"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}