{"id":3420,"date":"2022-07-20T18:49:47","date_gmt":"2022-07-20T18:49:47","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/?p=3420"},"modified":"2022-07-22T20:35:04","modified_gmt":"2022-07-22T20:35:04","slug":"email-del-20-de-julio-2022","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/2022\/07\/20\/email-del-20-de-julio-2022\/","title":{"rendered":"Email del 20 de julio 2022"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<div class=\"wp-block-columns is-layout-flex wp-container-core-columns-is-layout-afd0ba2e wp-block-columns-is-layout-flex\" style=\"padding-top:0px;padding-right:0px;padding-bottom:0px;padding-left:0px\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-column is-layout-flow wp-block-column-is-layout-flow\" style=\"padding-top:0px;padding-right:0px;padding-bottom:0px;padding-left:0px\">\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image aligncenter size-medium\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"400\" height=\"243\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/07\/Marc-Quinn.-Shit-painting-1997.png?resize=400%2C243&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-3329\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/07\/Marc-Quinn.-Shit-painting-1997.png?resize=400%2C243&amp;ssl=1 400w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/07\/Marc-Quinn.-Shit-painting-1997.png?resize=768%2C466&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/07\/Marc-Quinn.-Shit-painting-1997.png?w=995&amp;ssl=1 995w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 400px) 100vw, 400px\" \/><figcaption>Marc Quinn. Shit painting 1997<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n\n\n\n<h4 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><em>Trilog\u00eda de la puta mierda. Parte III<\/em><\/h4>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A veces, cuando vagabundeo por la calle suelo pensar en ella. En la mierda. Y en la belleza de su desnudez, de la desnudez de la mierda. Y en la manera en que ese desvestimiento emocional me vuelve vulnerable. Porque la mierda se aferra a mi mente como un Shih Tzu al cuello de un gato desprotegido. Sin embargo la vulnerabilidad se transforma en culpabilidad cuando entran en juego las emociones humanas; entonces el dolor se multiplica y cada uno de mis pasos sobre el asfalto agrietado me recuerda que sentirse responsable es como meter las manos en las mand\u00edbulas de una trituradora. Una imbecilidad suprema. Todav\u00eda recuerdo la \u00faltima vez que me sent\u00ed supremamente imb\u00e9cil: sucedi\u00f3 el d\u00eda que cumpl\u00ed 18 a\u00f1os y mi padre me regal\u00f3 una pel\u00edcula pornogr\u00e1fica en VHS. No recuerdo c\u00f3mo se titulaba pero creo que la protagonista era Marilyn Chambers. En realidad no es algo que me quite el sue\u00f1o. Me refiero al hecho de que no recuerde el t\u00edtulo. Lo que s\u00ed recuerdo es que represent\u00e9 una mierda en mi cerebro. Y para dotarla de m\u00e1s esencia, imagin\u00e9 un mando a distancia. El mando a distancia de la mierda. Enlazado con un cable a los mandos de la mierda. \u00a1Eran los a\u00f1os ochenta! &nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">La mierda me pertenece. Cada d\u00eda intento ensamblarla, encajarla dentro de esa magnitud denominada tiempo. Si estoy contento incluso la articulo y desarticulo. La desgloso, la desasgo, la disgrego, la malmeto. Si tengo tiempo la incrusto en un paisaje indefinido o la lastro con insultos inventados y carentes de significado. Es mi mierda. Cada uno de nosotros tenemos una o m\u00e1s. Conozco a gente que incluso las ha bautizado. \u00bfMierda Lola? \u00bfMierda Tiburcia? \u00bfMierda Mar\u00eda? \u00bfMierda puta ojipl\u00e1tica? \u00bfMierda Maneki-neko? \u00bfMierda elast\u00f3sica arrugada por los rayos UVA? \u00bfMierda conspicua? \u00bfMierda deicida? \u00bfMierda \u00ednclita? \u00bfMierda larvada, pirquinera e \u00edrrita? \u00bfMierda licn\u00f3bica? \u00bfMierda tautol\u00f3gica, parad\u00f3jica, tel\u00farica y proficua? \u00bfMierda superferol\u00edtica? \u00bfMierda con ojos\u00a0<em>Sampaku<\/em>? \u00bfMierda hipnag\u00f3gica? \u00bfMierda pin-pon-pin-pon-pironironi? \u00bfMierda uterina, patol\u00f3gica, testada dermatol\u00f3gicamente? \u00bfMierda\u00a0<em>Hic et nunc<\/em>?  \u00bfMierda midor\u00e9xica? \u00bfMierda sumida en un estado de inseguridad absoluta?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Creo que debo parar&#8230; \u00a1ahora!&nbsp;&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Trilog\u00eda de la puta mierda. Parte III A veces, cuando vagabundeo por la calle suelo pensar en ella. En la mierda. Y en la belleza de su desnudez, de la desnudez de la mierda. Y en la manera en que ese desvestimiento emocional me vuelve vulnerable. Porque la mierda se aferra a mi mente como [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"site-sidebar-layout":"default","site-content-layout":"","ast-site-content-layout":"default","site-content-style":"default","site-sidebar-style":"default","ast-global-header-display":"","ast-banner-title-visibility":"","ast-main-header-display":"","ast-hfb-above-header-display":"","ast-hfb-below-header-display":"","ast-hfb-mobile-header-display":"","site-post-title":"","ast-breadcrumbs-content":"","ast-featured-img":"","footer-sml-layout":"","ast-disable-related-posts":"","theme-transparent-header-meta":"","adv-header-id-meta":"","stick-header-meta":"","header-above-stick-meta":"","header-main-stick-meta":"","header-below-stick-meta":"","astra-migrate-meta-layouts":"default","ast-page-background-enabled":"default","ast-page-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-4)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"ast-content-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3420","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3420","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3420"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3420\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3448,"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3420\/revisions\/3448"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3420"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3420"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3420"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}