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El equilibrio cr\u00edtico entre mi yo neur\u00f3tico real y el yo antit\u00e9tico al que todo le importa una mierda, est\u00e1 provocando que mis despertares neur\u00f3ticos, desayunos neur\u00f3ticos, duchas neur\u00f3ticas y paseos neur\u00f3ticos, entre los que se incluyen algunas conversaciones neur\u00f3ticas con varios individuos y entes neur\u00f3ticos de diferente sexo y cala\u00f1a, terminen asfixi\u00e1ndome emocional y, c\u00f3mo no, neurast\u00e9nicamente. Soy neur\u00f3tico porque soy humano. \u00a1Ojal\u00e1 fuera un puto y repulsivo blatodeo! Aunque tambi\u00e9n podr\u00eda decir que he llegado a semejante grado de neurosis porque me siento como si estuviera muerto. Esa misma sensaci\u00f3n de \u00f3bito -que comenc\u00e9 a experimentar nada m\u00e1s abandonar la calidez y la seguridad del vientre de mi madre- modificada, transformada (y desvirtuada) que con el inefable e ineludible paso del tiempo ha acabado convirti\u00e9ndose en una especie de plegaria on\u00edrica e involuntaria:<\/p>\n
\u00abNo arruinar\u00e9 mi vida, no arruinar\u00e9 tu vida. No arruinar\u00e9 la vida de nadie cuya vida no est\u00e9 ya arruinada\u00bb.<\/p>\n
Hay un monstruo suelto. Se llama \u00absobreingesta compulsiva de sociedad\u00bb, quiz\u00e1 \u00absuciedad\u00bb. \u00bfQu\u00e9 es peor, padecer una enfermedad mental o ser obligado por la \u00absociedad\u00bb a que nos curen dicha enfermedad? Mi cerebro-polic\u00eda y mi cuerpo-delincuente entran en conflicto. Es entonces cuando esa furcia llamada \u00abaprobaci\u00f3n\u00bb o a veces \u00abafecto\u00bb se convierte en una necesidad vital. Ya lo dec\u00eda una de mis m\u00faltiples personalidades: el enfrentamiento es la cualidad inherente de la existencia. <\/p>\n
\u00bfPor qu\u00e9 todos mis amigos quieren que les quieran?<\/div>\n
Pierre Alechinsky. In Society (En soci\u00e9t\u00e9) (1962) El equilibrio cr\u00edtico entre mi yo neur\u00f3tico real y el yo antit\u00e9tico al que todo le importa una mierda, est\u00e1 provocando que mis despertares neur\u00f3ticos, desayunos neur\u00f3ticos, duchas neur\u00f3ticas y paseos neur\u00f3ticos, entre los que se incluyen algunas conversaciones neur\u00f3ticas con varios individuos y entes neur\u00f3ticos de 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