{"id":3655,"date":"2022-10-18T16:12:15","date_gmt":"2022-10-18T16:12:15","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/?p=3655"},"modified":"2022-10-19T07:24:33","modified_gmt":"2022-10-19T07:24:33","slug":"email-del-18-de-octubre-2022","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/2022\/10\/18\/email-del-18-de-octubre-2022\/","title":{"rendered":"Email del 18 de octubre 2022"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<div class=\"wp-block-columns is-layout-flex wp-container-core-columns-is-layout-afd0ba2e wp-block-columns-is-layout-flex\" style=\"padding-top:0px;padding-right:0px;padding-bottom:0px;padding-left:0px\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-column is-layout-flow wp-block-column-is-layout-flow\" style=\"padding-top:0px;padding-right:0px;padding-bottom:0px;padding-left:0px\">\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image aligncenter size-medium\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"374\" height=\"400\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/10\/esta-1.jpg?resize=374%2C400&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-3656\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/10\/esta-1.jpg?resize=374%2C400&amp;ssl=1 374w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/10\/esta-1.jpg?resize=958%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 958w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/10\/esta-1.jpg?resize=768%2C821&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/10\/esta-1.jpg?w=1437&amp;ssl=1 1437w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 374px) 100vw, 374px\" \/><figcaption>Peter Blake. <em>The first real target?<\/em> (1961)<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:15px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<h4 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><\/h4>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:15px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Amiga:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">En algunos momentos la resistencia de mi aflicci\u00f3n es eviterna e inextricable. Concibe dolor y angustia a partes iguales. Imita, regenera y combina los recuerdos en mi memoria. \u00bfPodr\u00eda evitar ese in\u00fatil deterioro emocional? \u00bfC\u00f3mo? Quiz\u00e1 parapetando mis sensaciones internas tras un c\u00edrculo de simulaci\u00f3n, pero esa acci\u00f3n no evitar\u00eda que los espectros reaparecieran. Supongo que deber\u00eda limitar mis excusas; doblarlas diagonalmente intentando que no se quebrara su fr\u00e1gil estructura. Pero entonces los pliegues interiores tender\u00edan a solaparse y los pretextos resultar\u00edan seriamente afectados. Y aunque s\u00f3lo son peque\u00f1as alegaciones, las he manufacturado yo. No puedo destruir algo que me pertenece y que es una parte integrante de mi esencia, de mi naturaleza.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Atormentarme se ha convertido en una de mis ocupaciones habituales. No me produce ninguna clase de placer, pero evita que mis pensamientos se difuminen. Ser\u00eda un error imperdonable creer que esa forma de exacci\u00f3n intelectual s\u00f3lo es una extensi\u00f3n de mi arrogancia, pues no voy haciendo participe de ella a nadie de los que me rodean. Ni siquiera me jacto, ante mi propio reflejo en el espejo, de mi capacidad innata para convertir cualquier asunto peculiar en un refugio de contradicciones y pesimismo. Sin embargo, esa tendencia a ver las cosas de una forma contraproducente me ha salvado la vida.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Con objeto de no alargar indefinidamente este gemebundo email, me gustar\u00eda dejar claro un par de puntos que considero reveladores acerca de mi conducta sociol\u00f3gica (o moral):<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">1 &#8211; Acepto los contenidos, pero expreso mi derecho a negarme a ser el \u00fanico responsable absoluto de mi emasculaci\u00f3n existencial.<br>2 &#8211; Si por el contrario se demuestra que la elecci\u00f3n es nuestra, \u00bfpor qu\u00e9 sobrevivimos cuestion\u00e1ndonos por nuestros propios comportamientos?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Hace varias horas que un nimbo dispersa la luz que se atrinchera dentro de mi cabeza. No me produce dolor alguno, pero siento la nutaci\u00f3n de sus movimientos girosc\u00f3picos. Podr\u00eda descerrajarme un tiro en la sien y todo volver\u00eda a su estado inicial. \u00a1El principio sit\u00faa la acci\u00f3n como norma de conducta!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Greg<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><br><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Amiga: En algunos momentos la resistencia de mi aflicci\u00f3n es eviterna e inextricable. Concibe dolor y angustia a partes iguales. Imita, regenera y combina los recuerdos en mi memoria. \u00bfPodr\u00eda evitar ese in\u00fatil deterioro emocional? \u00bfC\u00f3mo? Quiz\u00e1 parapetando mis sensaciones internas tras un c\u00edrculo de simulaci\u00f3n, pero esa acci\u00f3n no evitar\u00eda que los espectros reaparecieran. 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