{"id":394,"date":"2021-04-19T18:36:00","date_gmt":"2021-04-19T18:36:00","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"2022-06-30T11:26:43","modified_gmt":"2022-06-30T11:26:43","slug":"luc-tuymans","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/2021\/04\/19\/luc-tuymans\/","title":{"rendered":"Email del 19 de abril 2021"},"content":{"rendered":"<\/p>\n<table align=\"center\" cellpadding=\"0\" cellspacing=\"0\" class=\"tr-caption-container\" style=\"margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;\">\n<tbody>\n<tr>\n<td style=\"text-align: center;\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" border=\"0\" data-original-height=\"741\" data-original-width=\"640\" height=\"400\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/k8aKrmA0u4Vix9nBkc-eG0zqMVn0aBWxF4Ot50reOT8.jpg?resize=345%2C400&#038;ssl=1\" class=\"wp-image-395\" style=\"margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;\" width=\"345\" \/><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td class=\"tr-caption\" style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-size: xx-small;\">Luc Tuymans. <i>Suicide <\/i>(1975)<\/span><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\n<div style=\"text-align: center;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/1.bp.blogspot.com\/-rRflF-Y7M2s\/YH3M5dX-bDI\/AAAAAAAAsns\/pBpQ-ASqE4M-a3nSpz5srFO50AwS_MpaQCLcBGAsYHQ\/s741\/k8aKrmA0u4Vix9nBkc-eG0zqMVn0aBWxF4Ot50reOT8.jpg\"><span style=\"color: black;\"><\/span><\/a><\/div>\n<\/p>\n<p>Nadie sabe lo que es capaz de hacer hasta que lo hace. Yo intento hacer planes que invariablemente se ir\u00e1n a la mierda. Otros hacen lo que pueden mientras pueden, sin darse cuenta de que todo terminar\u00e1 de la misma forma que comenz\u00f3, es decir, de una manera absurda, il\u00f3gica o banal. Mientras trato de transformar todo lo que me resulta ins\u00f3lito y excepcional en una especie de larga exhortaci\u00f3n destinada a enardecer mi desgalichada inseguridad, o mejor, mi aveloriado desequilibrio, el tiempo pasa&#8230;&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Me encontraba sentado en un banco municipal rodeado de acerifolias, araucarias, casuarinas y eucaliptos. Mi rabelesiano, aunque malhadado cerebro trabajaba de lo lindo, y la prueba irrefutable es el p\u00e1rrafo anterior. Sin embargo el sonido de la existencia me abrumaba. El ruido que hac\u00edan las personas y los coches al pasar a unos pocos metros de m\u00ed me recordaba que nadie en todo el pa\u00eds sab\u00eda que yo exist\u00eda. De repente un mirlo salt\u00f3 desde una rama hasta un c\u00edrculo dibujado por alguien en el suelo y comenz\u00f3 a danzar como si fuera un derviche enajenado. Mi reacci\u00f3n fue claramente ojipl\u00e1tica y cuando me repuse de la hipnosis visual me entraron ganas de llorar. Pero no lo hice. En realidad no s\u00e9 por qu\u00e9 me reprim\u00ed. Quiz\u00e1 porque en esos instantes me sent\u00eda una piltrafa hipot\u00f3nica con un grado medio de esquizoafectividad producida por la autoimpuesta interacci\u00f3n social.<\/p>\n<p>Mientras caminaba hacia mi casa los pensamientos que se arremolinaban en mi sesera comenzaron a pesar y mi cabeza se lade\u00f3 hacia la derecha. Cuando sub\u00eda las escaleras me cruc\u00e9 con alguien que me salud\u00f3 con una risita. Abr\u00ed la puerta. Entr\u00e9 dentro. Cerr\u00e9 la puerta. Abr\u00ed un caj\u00f3n. Saqu\u00e9 un cuchillo. Cerr\u00e9 el caj\u00f3n. Abr\u00ed una gran vena. La sangre cay\u00f3 al suelo. Me entr\u00f3 un ataque de risa&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Luc Tuymans. Suicide (1975) Nadie sabe lo que es capaz de hacer hasta que lo hace. Yo intento hacer planes que invariablemente se ir\u00e1n a la mierda. Otros hacen lo que pueden mientras pueden, sin darse cuenta de que todo terminar\u00e1 de la misma forma que comenz\u00f3, es decir, de una manera absurda, il\u00f3gica o 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