{"id":4407,"date":"2025-04-08T13:48:27","date_gmt":"2025-04-08T13:48:27","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/?p=4407"},"modified":"2025-07-16T22:04:23","modified_gmt":"2025-07-16T22:04:23","slug":"email-del-8-de-abril-de-2025","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/2025\/04\/08\/email-del-8-de-abril-de-2025\/","title":{"rendered":"Email del 8 de abril 2025 (He vuelto)"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<div class=\"wp-block-columns is-layout-flex wp-container-core-columns-is-layout-afd0ba2e wp-block-columns-is-layout-flex\" style=\"padding-top:0px;padding-right:0px;padding-bottom:0px;padding-left:0px\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-column is-layout-flow wp-block-column-is-layout-flow\" style=\"padding-top:0px;padding-right:0px;padding-bottom:0px;padding-left:0px\">\n<figure data-wp-context=\"{&quot;imageId&quot;:&quot;6a4561e223752&quot;}\" data-wp-interactive=\"core\/image\" data-wp-key=\"6a4561e223752\" class=\"wp-block-image aligncenter size-medium wp-lightbox-container\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"267\" height=\"400\" data-wp-class--hide=\"state.isContentHidden\" data-wp-class--show=\"state.isContentVisible\" data-wp-init=\"callbacks.setButtonStyles\" data-wp-on--click=\"actions.showLightbox\" data-wp-on--load=\"callbacks.setButtonStyles\" data-wp-on--pointerdown=\"actions.preloadImage\" data-wp-on--pointerenter=\"actions.preloadImageWithDelay\" data-wp-on--pointerleave=\"actions.cancelPreload\" data-wp-on-window--resize=\"callbacks.setButtonStyles\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/WhatsApp-Image-2025-07-16-at-20.50.50.jpeg?resize=267%2C400&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-5025\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/WhatsApp-Image-2025-07-16-at-20.50.50.jpeg?resize=267%2C400&amp;ssl=1 267w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/WhatsApp-Image-2025-07-16-at-20.50.50.jpeg?resize=683%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 683w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/WhatsApp-Image-2025-07-16-at-20.50.50.jpeg?resize=768%2C1152&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/WhatsApp-Image-2025-07-16-at-20.50.50.jpeg?w=1024&amp;ssl=1 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 267px) 100vw, 267px\" \/><button\n\t\t\tclass=\"lightbox-trigger\"\n\t\t\ttype=\"button\"\n\t\t\taria-haspopup=\"dialog\"\n\t\t\tdata-wp-bind--aria-label=\"state.thisImage.triggerButtonAriaLabel\"\n\t\t\tdata-wp-init=\"callbacks.initTriggerButton\"\n\t\t\tdata-wp-on--click=\"actions.showLightbox\"\n\t\t\tdata-wp-style--right=\"state.thisImage.buttonRight\"\n\t\t\tdata-wp-style--top=\"state.thisImage.buttonTop\"\n\t\t>\n\t\t\t<svg xmlns=\"http:\/\/www.w3.org\/2000\/svg\" width=\"12\" height=\"12\" fill=\"none\" viewBox=\"0 0 12 12\">\n\t\t\t\t<path fill=\"#fff\" d=\"M2 0a2 2 0 0 0-2 2v2h1.5V2a.5.5 0 0 1 .5-.5h2V0H2Zm2 10.5H2a.5.5 0 0 1-.5-.5V8H0v2a2 2 0 0 0 2 2h2v-1.5ZM8 12v-1.5h2a.5.5 0 0 0 .5-.5V8H12v2a2 2 0 0 1-2 2H8Zm2-12a2 2 0 0 1 2 2v2h-1.5V2a.5.5 0 0 0-.5-.5H8V0h2Z\" \/>\n\t\t\t<\/svg>\n\t\t<\/button><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Imagen generada con IA<em> <\/em>(2025)<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:15px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:15px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">El d\u00eda 15 de abril\u00a0me despert\u00e9 con la sensaci\u00f3n de que se me hab\u00eda desprendido algo. Durante dos semanas permanec\u00ed aterrado por no ser capaz de encontrar qu\u00e9 era lo que se me hab\u00eda desprendido. A principios del mes de mayo la respuesta se estamp\u00f3 contra los seis elementos que formaban, y supongo siguen formando, mi senescente estructura corporal repleta de modificaciones irreversibles. Decir que me qued\u00e9 anonadado al descubrir que el desprendimiento en realidad eran los desprendimientos me llev\u00f3 muy cerca de eso que algunos llaman el arc\u00e9n de la alienaci\u00f3n. \u00a1Todas mis ideas se hab\u00edan desprendido como lo hace la piel muerta! \u00a1Y no ten\u00eda otras! No me quedaba otra opci\u00f3n, ten\u00eda que alejarme de mi propia bit\u00e1cora durante un tiempo indeterminado.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Durante ese periodo de muchos meses pas\u00e9 la mayor parte del tiempo sentado sobre la misma baldosa fragmentada, dej\u00e1ndome cosquillear por los pathos de mis m\u00faltiples personalidades y dispuesto a hacer que pasara lo que realmente deber\u00eda pasar. Sin embargo, lo \u00fanico que pas\u00f3, o mejor dicho, traspas\u00f3 sus propios l\u00edmites, fue un espectro maligno solicit\u00e1ndome unas honras f\u00fanebres acordes a su condici\u00f3n y rango. Recuerdo perfectamente que a mi alrededor flotaba una especie de h\u00e1lito negruzco que en alg\u00fan momento me record\u00f3 a un puto Nazg\u00fbl ajumado. Mientras mortificaba a mi epatante banda de rodadura cerebral imaginaba cada una de las tesis y ant\u00edtesis que hab\u00eda sostenido durante mi etapa de despotricador profesional.\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Recuerdo que hubo un momento en el que los berridos disociativos dejaron de trasmitirme sus \u00e9xitos del momento en forma de mantras. Fue un inmenso alivio dejar de escuchar \u00abtodos los culpables deben ser eliminados\u00bb, \u00abyo condeno a muerte a todos los pol\u00edmatas\u00bb o \u00abtu cabeza es una especie de masa esferoide oblonga\u00bb. Afortunadamente, una salpicadura blanca gris\u00e1cea cuya consistencia relativamente espesa en el papel pintado marr\u00f3n \u00abCaput Mortuum\u00bb me record\u00f3 a ese milagro gen\u00e9tico llamado Olivia Dessolin y me sac\u00f3 del trance cognitivo cortical catat\u00f3nico. Desde entonces me encuentro fuertote y estable, psicoterap\u00e9uticamente hablando.\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">S\u00ed, la opacidad siempre ha sido un acontecimiento ordinario en el inframundo de mi cuchitril. Joder, \u00a1a veces mi vida es tan espeluznante!<br><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>El d\u00eda 15 de abril\u00a0me despert\u00e9 con la sensaci\u00f3n de que se me hab\u00eda desprendido algo. Durante dos semanas permanec\u00ed aterrado por no ser capaz de encontrar qu\u00e9 era lo que se me hab\u00eda desprendido. 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