{"id":628,"date":"2020-05-04T15:04:00","date_gmt":"2020-05-04T15:04:00","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"2022-06-30T11:28:08","modified_gmt":"2022-06-30T11:28:08","slug":"email-del-4-de-mayo-2020","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/2020\/05\/04\/email-del-4-de-mayo-2020\/","title":{"rendered":"Email del 4 de mayo 2020"},"content":{"rendered":"<table align=\"center\" cellpadding=\"0\" cellspacing=\"0\" class=\"tr-caption-container\" style=\"margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;\">\n<tbody>\n<tr>\n<td style=\"text-align: center;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/1.bp.blogspot.com\/-WDEQHHwnryI\/XrAuCR0sUWI\/AAAAAAAAoFA\/REf0L1FpeacMP5Rlall6PTGfhXRnKvK2gCLcBGAsYHQ\/s1600\/abf32454ae1bc53a69028024051fb665.jpg?ssl=1\" imageanchor=\"1\" style=\"margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" border=\"0\" data-original-height=\"705\" data-original-width=\"900\" height=\"312\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/05\/abf32454ae1bc53a69028024051fb665.jpg?resize=400%2C312&#038;ssl=1\" class=\"wp-image-629\" width=\"400\" \/><\/a><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td class=\"tr-caption\" style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-size: xx-small;\">Ivan Aivazovsky. <i>Constantinople <\/i>(1856)<\/span><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\n<p>\nQuerida:<\/p>\n<p>En ocasiones me pregunto c\u00f3mo habr\u00eda sido mi existencia si por alg\u00fan motivo realmente horripilante no hubiera podido escuchar a Scott Walker, Sun Ra, Peter Hammill, Louis Thomas Hardin \u00abMoondog\u00bb, Frank Zappa, The Residents, Daevid Allen, Harry Partch, Captain Beefheart, Fred Frith, Yahowha 13, Alfred Schnittke, Henry Purcell, Sainte-Colombe, \u00cdgor Stravinski, Kaikhosru Shapurji Sorabji, Orlando di Lasso o Luigi Boccherini entre otros. O no hubiera podido contemplar los films de Bela Tarr, Andrei Tarkovsky, Aleksandr Sok\u00farov, Carl T. Dreyer, Georges Franju, krzysztof kieslowski, Rainer Werner Fassbinder, Victor Erice, Masaki Kobayashi, \u00c9ric Rohmer, Ingmar Bergman, Jean-Pierre Melville, Orson Welles o Luis Bu\u00f1uel. O le\u00eddo algunos o todos los libros de Friedrich Nietzsche, Franz Kafka, William Shakespeare, Jorge lu\u00eds Borges, Michael de Montaigne, Gilbert Keith Chesterton, Julio Cort\u00e1zar, Robert Graves, E.M. Cioran, R\u00e9jean Ducharme, Jos\u00e9 Ortega y Gasset, Joseph Conrad, Thomas De Quincey, Rafael S\u00e1nchez Ferlosio o Ernest Becker. O cuidado una serie interminable de plantas entre las que siempre han destacado las pertenecientes a las especies de <i>Rhipsalis<\/i>, <i>Selenicereus<\/i>, <i>Gloriosa<\/i>, <i>Musa<\/i>, <i>Passiflora<\/i>, <i>Ludisia<\/i>, <i>Nepenthes<\/i>, <i>Neoregelia<\/i>, <i>Nidularium<\/i>, <i>Aecmea<\/i>, <i>Fredclarkeara<\/i> o <i>Mikania<\/i>. O no se hubiesen cruzado en mi camino un mont\u00f3n espantoso de badulaques de ambos sexos que ni siquiera se merecen que me tome la molestia de recordar y escribir aqu\u00ed sus jodidos nombres y apellidos.<\/p>\n<p>Pero existen algunos instantes en los que en lugar de hacerme preguntas prefiero responderlas directamente. A veces incluso contesto a cuestiones que nunca me he formulado. Lo m\u00e1s l\u00f3gico pasa por contestar \u00fanicamente a las preguntas que me demandan aquellos que viven en mi casa, aunque nunca han sido invitados. \u00a1Por las noches suelo escuchar sus movimientos! \u00a1S\u00e9 que son los responsables de que las puertas se cierren de golpe! \u00a1Curiosean entre mis pertenencias, deslizan los objetos y se entrometen en mis abstracciones! Supongo que moran en las entra\u00f1as del \u00fanico espejo que tengo en casa. Pero si lo rompo en mil pedazos, \u00bfc\u00f3mo har\u00e9 para afeitarme? Claro que podr\u00eda dejarme barba, pero tambi\u00e9n podr\u00eda dejarme la vida. \u00bfQui\u00e9n me asegura que no son capaces de regresar desde su propio universo las veces que les d\u00e9 la gana? Nunca los he visto, no obstante creo que soy capaz de distinguir a tres de ellos gracias a sus estornudos y carraspeos que son completamente diferentes.<\/p>\n<p>Dentro de un par de semanas, o quiz\u00e1, dentro de un par de d\u00edas o un par de horas o un par de minutos o un par de pares de pares volver\u00e9 a darme m\u00e1s tiempo. Puede que otro par de semanas, d\u00edas, horas, minutos&#8230; \u00a1Me cuesta tanto esfuerzo tomar decisiones! Siempre he pensado que lo m\u00e1s honesto para alguien como yo -que rechaz\u00f3 la pertenencia al club de los humanitos vendidos- ser\u00eda tomar indecisiones. De esa manera, cada una de las pretendidas verdaderas soluciones se transformar\u00edan en vacilaciones imprecisas y titubeos aproximados, lo cual facilitar\u00eda que me pudiese tomar un tiempo extra para inventar justificaciones. No es que las necesite, pero me siento mejor con algunas encima (o debajo).<\/p>\n<p>Y hasta que llegue ese aterrador momento -que temo desde el d\u00eda que arranqu\u00e9 con mis enc\u00edas desdentadas el cord\u00f3n umbilical que me un\u00eda a la placenta en mi madre- en que todas las emociones positivas que mantengo encerradas se exterioricen y me conviertan en otro maldito esclavo chupapollas, no pienso dejar de cantar la jodida canci\u00f3n de Jeanette. <i>Vous savez ce que je veux dire, eh bien, je suppose&#8230;<\/i><\/p>\n<p>Hasta entonces&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><i>Here I come <a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=fcI5rNR5TGM\">Constantinople<\/a>.&nbsp;<\/i><br \/>\n<i>Here I come Constantinople.&nbsp;<\/i><br \/>\n<i>Here I come Constantinople.&nbsp;<\/i><br \/>\n<i>I am coming Constantinople.<\/i><br \/>\n<i>Here I come.<\/i><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ivan Aivazovsky. Constantinople (1856) Querida: En ocasiones me pregunto c\u00f3mo habr\u00eda sido mi existencia si por alg\u00fan motivo realmente horripilante no hubiera podido escuchar a Scott Walker, Sun Ra, Peter Hammill, Louis Thomas Hardin \u00abMoondog\u00bb, Frank Zappa, The Residents, Daevid Allen, Harry Partch, Captain Beefheart, Fred Frith, Yahowha 13, Alfred Schnittke, Henry Purcell, Sainte-Colombe, \u00cdgor 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