{"id":822,"date":"2019-12-16T00:08:00","date_gmt":"2019-12-16T00:08:00","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"2022-06-30T11:29:11","modified_gmt":"2022-06-30T11:29:11","slug":"email-del-16-de-diciembre-2019","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/2019\/12\/16\/email-del-16-de-diciembre-2019\/","title":{"rendered":"Email del 16 de diciembre 2019"},"content":{"rendered":"<table align=\"center\" cellpadding=\"0\" cellspacing=\"0\" class=\"tr-caption-container\" style=\"margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;\">\n<tbody>\n<tr>\n<td style=\"text-align: center;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/1.bp.blogspot.com\/-RID8yC5-CmY\/XfbI6aO3w_I\/AAAAAAAAhYw\/ecJjrBsybL4PpZbEty8nEXIiSr0noemUwCLcBGAsYHQ\/s1600\/judasHangsBerry.jpg?ssl=1\" imageanchor=\"1\" style=\"margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" border=\"0\" data-original-height=\"1600\" data-original-width=\"1201\" height=\"400\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/12\/judasHangsBerry.jpg?resize=300%2C400&#038;ssl=1\" class=\"wp-image-823\" width=\"300\" \/><\/a><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td class=\"tr-caption\" style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-size: xx-small;\">Limbourg Brothers. <i>The death of Judas<\/i>, from <i>The tr\u00e8s riches heures du Duc de Berry<\/i> (1416)<\/span><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\n<p>\nAunque su apariencia exterior era la de un honorable y virtuoso caballero, sus mecanismos de defensa eran similares a los de un escorpeniforme. Eso implicaba que cualquiera que estuviese a menos de un metro de distancia pod\u00eda ser el blanco de su displicencia. Yo lo conoc\u00eda muy a fondo, pues era mi padre, y siempre que sent\u00eda que esa malignidad carnal estaba a punto de cometer una canallada desaparec\u00eda del hogar paterno durante una temporada. Como mi progenitor no era capaz de subsistir m\u00e1s de dos d\u00edas sin martirizar a ning\u00fan miembro de la familia, el resultado fue que pas\u00e9 casi el 70 % de mi juventud alejado del nido familiar. Y f\u00edjate que he dicho \u00absin martirizar a ning\u00fan miembro de su familia\u00bb, pues Gregorio L\u00f3pez senior era el t\u00edpico mezquino que se comportaba aceptablemente con sus amigos, la mayor\u00eda de ellos tan viscosos como el bitumen, y con un hijoputismo tan exacerbado como el de un merchero acorralado con los m\u00e1s allegados.<\/p>\n<p>Recuerdo un d\u00eda en que ese ser fatuo y soberbio me sonri\u00f3. Aunque tambi\u00e9n recuerdo que esa sonrisa formaba parte de un sue\u00f1o inducido por mi nuevo vicio: la hero\u00edna inyectada directamente en vena. Y aunque unos pocos meses m\u00e1s tarde dej\u00e9 todos los estupefacientes para siempre, esa sonrisa manufacturada se instal\u00f3 en alguna parte de mis pensamientos, transform\u00e1ndolos en demasiadas ocasiones en algo similar a un axioma patol\u00f3gico.<\/p>\n<p>Actualmente ese ser bipolar, esa miasma de negatividad superconcentrada, mi padre, vive o quiz\u00e1 malvive en una residencia. Su cara decr\u00e9pita me recuerda a una calavera. De lo m\u00e1s profundo de su naturaleza ya no se escapa ning\u00fan atisbo de iniquidad, sin embargo cada vez que intento traspasar sus p\u00e1rpados encapotados me viene a la cabeza aquella sonrisa intoxicada. Esa sonrisa que no fue, sencillamente porque no pod\u00eda ser. Ni siquiera parecer. Esa sonrisa que de alguna extra\u00f1a manera confluy\u00f3 y converge en cada una de mis ajadas circunstancias. Una sonrisa sim\u00e9trica pero sin volumen ni perspectiva, totalmente alejada de las bocas que los maestros barrocos italianos plasmaron en sus lienzos. Pero fue mi sonrisa. Yo la imagin\u00e9. La vest\u00ed, la engalan\u00e9 y la prostitu\u00ed por 60 mitades de 30 monedas de plata. Y cuando al final decid\u00ed ahorcarla, repar\u00e9 con gran asombro en que no hab\u00eda ni rastro de alg\u00fan ciclamor cerca, por lo que acab\u00e9 colg\u00e1ndola sobre la rama m\u00e1s alta del algarrobo m\u00e1s viejo en el campo de un alfarero imaginario.<\/p>\n<p>G<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Limbourg Brothers. The death of Judas, from The tr\u00e8s riches heures du Duc de Berry (1416) Aunque su apariencia exterior era la de un honorable y virtuoso caballero, sus mecanismos de defensa eran similares a los de un escorpeniforme. Eso implicaba que cualquiera que estuviese a menos de un metro de distancia pod\u00eda ser el [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":823,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"site-sidebar-layout":"default","site-content-layout":"","ast-site-content-layout":"default","site-content-style":"default","site-sidebar-style":"default","ast-global-header-display":"","ast-banner-title-visibility":"","ast-main-header-display":"","ast-hfb-above-header-display":"","ast-hfb-below-header-display":"","ast-hfb-mobile-header-display":"","site-post-title":"","ast-breadcrumbs-content":"","ast-featured-img":"","footer-sml-layout":"","ast-disable-related-posts":"","theme-transparent-header-meta":"","adv-header-id-meta":"","stick-header-meta":"","header-above-stick-meta":"","header-main-stick-meta":"","header-below-stick-meta":"","astra-migrate-meta-layouts":"default","ast-page-background-enabled":"default","ast-page-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-4)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"ast-content-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-822","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/12\/judasHangsBerry.jpg?fit=300%2C400&ssl=1","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/822","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=822"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/822\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/823"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=822"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=822"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eldespotricadoranhedonico.es\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=822"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}